[Note: I gave myself permission to take this from my other blog. šŸ™‚ ]

I had the day to myself in the studio. Josh was (well, still is) away working a show…and everything is mine all mine. I sat at the workbench staring at piles of copper and silver wire. I believe in working even if not inspired. Just work, and inspiration will appear as you are actively involved in creating. But, there I sat. Rummaged through this pile…gazed at that. Looked at a few stones. Nothing.
I went online to Facebook, and uncovered a post from a friend of mine. She wrote some beautiful things and at the end suggested to put on lipstick and give one’s self a smooch in a mirror.
a HA!
Sat back down with a silver disc…took some wire and formed two words and one symbol.
I “heart” ME.
I took the items to the block to hammer and flatten out the words and symbol. The first “I” shot out from under the hammer and who knows where it ended. I looked around, but not for long and not carefully. Rather half-hearted as a matter of fact.
Ok..form another “I”. Hm…interesting that this one came out more interesting than the first “I”. Take it to the block, hammer and THIS one shot out onto the floor somewhere. Looked for a bit…well, I suppose one day when I get around to vacuuming, I will hear the “I” get sucked into the dusty whirlwind of the Great Suck Monster (our cats’ name for ‘vacuume’).
Well, isn’t that kinda how life is. You think you have it all together…and off you shoot into nowhere only to have to pull it together and re-create your self again. Well…it’s a profound thought for ME anyway!
I formed a third “I”…took it to the block and carefully hammered it flat. So far so good.
Fused the words and heart onto the silver disc. Pickle…clean…apply a texture…brass brush it…
I stood admiring it.
I do not know how it happened…but suddenly my lovely charm exclaiming one’s first order of life’s business…JUMPED…yes JUMPED from my hand and went flying SOMEWHERE!
Crap…I dismantled the shelves that hold all our supplies and moved the casing a few feet from the wall…THERE it was. “I “Heart” Me” laying in the middle of some dust bunnies.
OK OK I breathe to my subconscious…I GET the message.

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